hi and hello.

i realise i always start teh same greetings. ha. maybe next time i should come out something new. am too lazy to think. too blind to choose. but say seriously, if i got the time and mood to beautify my blog i will just that it takes reallie lotsa time. i remember when i first started blogging, it took me almost a week to fully complete my blog and some other side stuff in my blog. takes time and ALOT of effort.

oh man. i just forgot about june holidays and now is already over. haha. remembering those days during my student life. a month of holiday is every student looking forward to. but a month is always not enough? am i right? haha. we always think about it that way but never did we realise that we are actually wasting our time in the early month and start to cherish our time when the end is coming near. you realise that? maybe thats human nature. when something is gonna be gone, you will then know how to cherish it.

childhood memories are something that no one reallie look over it. those times where your dad carries you with his mighty strong arms. giving you a sense of security. those times where your grannie push you on a swing and those times your mum cook your favourite food almost everyday. where have those peaceful time went? as we grew up, we learn all kinds of stuff. we pick up the bad more than the good. we learn how to be rebellous but not give in. why? because teenagers have full of pride and love winning an arguement. every teenager have a kid inside them. grannie's eyes are always the one who gave us peace. our parents will still fight over about the daily bills and usage while on the other hand, our grandparents are the one who are the peaceful ones. i know you guys might somehow dont agree but for me, its that way.

as you grow up, your parents will tell all about you infront of your relatives. saying how smart and cute you are. making them jealous as if they didnt have the best children in the world. but then it turn out that you became someone different. someone whom always threw temper. someone who gives them attitude everyday? they will be hurt but never to take their love for you as an advantage.

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am so sick of my daily life. i somehow manage to pissed everyone. yeah they are so mad at me now. its always like that. never in your life things will go as smoothly as you think. every thing seems to be so fine and all but when the day comes where everyone's attitude isnt clicking thats where tables turn and things starty flaring up. like they always said, life is always an up and down thing.

hey you know what? i dont reallie know why am i talking about all this. i didnt want to write that special someone that i miss because... i think... its not neccessary here. yeah. hearing aerith's music almost midnight is something that i should practise. ha. i shall start visiting people that i seldom visit next week. then start my outside job. yeah. friends.... sorry. i have lost faith in you guys. thanks for nothing. see. get my meaning? i start pissing everybody. ba. whatever it is. stay healthy and wealthy if possible.

see you again.