alright. lemme type all the bulls that i went through thhis so-called happy national ending. well i start off with a late dismissal from the camp that am in. yes theres no half day or whatsoever in SAF. unlike those schools that wears uniform which got themselves a halfday but still our meaning of uniform seems to be different somehow but with the same spelling. haha sounds stupid? yes it is. then travel, eat and walking around its almost like 9pm. so its like super late alreadyto be out anywhere and i recieve some news from rueven so yeah that explains everything why am i at home on national day's eve.

my dearest cousin called me yesterday night saying that theres soccer this morning haha AT CLEMENTI! what the heck! another west side match. when is it gonna be north side? -.- pity the northlanders please. so met up with my cousin and he gave me a ride to there haha his car is pretty comfortable and its an auto gear! coool~

we went there and i realise it was a basketball court -.- with 2 bballers in there then you know its not very good to play in a bball court which there is already 2 bballers in there. the weather was so like gonna rain but lucky we that it didnt rain so yeah we went to another place to check whether theres any place for us to soccer around.

and yes we found a place at this nearby block. haha its a street soccer court! anyways we played for 2 hours! haha crap. thats like the standard timing i guess. but yeah fun as hell and YUEHONG I DONT SUCK TODAY LIKE OTHER TIME! MY TOUCH STILL EXIST! =P i woke up so early just to travel to clementi to kick soccer. grrrr. so tired and yes i cut my hair till like super short. hahaha. hate my long fringe. so yeah. CUT! =)

then so on and so for. oh man. now i darnoe what to type. blahblahblah. -.-

your days will still have to pass.
your time will still have to proceed.
your life will still have to go on.
if it gets you down, be strong.
if it stress you out, chill.
if everything and everyone seems to be againsting you, dial me up.
even though i know its something that you and i had mention about it,
even though i know that it doesnt change a bit.
but still a ear from me to listen to your whining,
its nothing compare on what you went through that hurt you so much.

you know what? its always to have someone there for you to listen to you and to be able to understand you always. it gets tougher as life goes on all thanks to your surrounding and the new enviroment that you are in and working with. its something that cannot be compromise. dont be someone for the sake of changing yourself. by doing so not only you will not realise but also be hated and dislike by most of your buddies. dont point your fingers to others before thinking what you should actually understand. its senseless to think about going back to the past that you could never had in the future. blame it on everything that you and i didnt thought of in the past. better or worse it doesnt matter. the future creeps me at times.

am sick of my daily life. i wish everything will just stop and give me a well deserve break and forget about waking up. i thought it could be easy but it went worse and became my nightmare. its like a twist of fate. from good to bad and even worse now. guess the point that am having its the peaking point. thanks to the world that condem so much.