hello 2007!

oh wells. lemme go through what i went through 2006. hmmms. i was breaking out from hell wanting to go a better place but end up a better place in hell instead. been kick around like how any army man will get kick. got to know someone better and of course it just makes life so much better for me. i've found a another good friend! hey, thanks anyways for all the times we are out.


i think am gonna write in just one paragraph. am too lazy to think of a nice layout to let you guys read it detailful. alright, i've had a great new year countdown so far. just that those foreigners are really jackarses with no brains. yes yes fireworks been great, dazzling and sparkling as well. hmmm.. you guys know what? am kinda depress somehow. havent been depressing for quite a long time but yeah somehow am depressed. i cant really type it in here but... ah. nevermind. bless me in every way that is happening to me in 2007. its either a splendid year or an atrocious year. please please make it happen.


oh yah, am quite pissed about my own injury. shit. i hate my knee so much that i feel like doing a knee transplant or something that really can just erase the legiment pain. thanks to my injuries, i cant go all out! i force and break but i still go over the limit. i hate that!!! argh. i darnoe what am trying to do or type in here. i just dont feel like how i used to lah. i dont know larhs. i cant face anything right now. holidays are gone. nevermind about that.


i'm so afraid...
so... afraid...
and...scared..
i'm..all..by..myself...if..it..happens..
i'm..really...afraid...