WHAT WENT WRONG?


i've read so much about your past and i dont know whether to pity or feel sad for you. its just so different from what you were and now. i thought i could make everything to make me feel am a friend for you but after so much of your blog's reading and thinking, you are far from what i thought actually. you hope this and that, you were thinking of here and there when you are in your past whether this and that could last and didnt you realise how you were now?

you were like your boyfriend back then. throwing faith. damn right it hurts to see someone you once loved so much, i bet you knew how to say it but you didnt know you were like this now. did you not understand the whole situation here? confusion, its all i see in you. frustration, thats all i see. solutions, you bid farewell to them. you never try saving but always giving it up away. differences can be solve and not just a one way ticket. you wont die when dead end comes. so whats trust to you when you say you cant reallie trust anyone? so hard to find a dear friend to trust? did you not take the initiative to know them? have you thought about yourself how you treated them?

am trying to wake your senses up. whose gonna be there and whose gonna be always there for you is one big different. am hard to believe cause no one did reallie know me. once you get your way, you treat it like am the one who wants it back. what has got into you? you knew yourself you were not like that. you know it too well. attention that you are seeking, am not the one. am the only one that could save you from your dismay. divided we stand, together we fall. even if theres isnt a god to save us all, i still believe that in this promise land, we will have our way out of hell. dont get my line? that everything i wont let it go cause for every moment i promise you, am the one who will be there and not just that moment but a word called always. its because of my reasons that you've taken me lightly. its like you know someone will be there for you and am always the last solution. its human nature. i cant believe you fall to it. have you tried climbing out of that hole? have you ever tried saving something which you hope it can last forever and now? something that can give you a hearthrobbing feeling? what we are lacking, we can resolve it if you believe me and believe me what i've told you.


am not here to lecture but am here to reasons things out to let you see that in every problem, theres sure to have a solution. what makes you think its impossible when you never did try or saving it? its effort + effort = result. it comes from individual. its a pair work. if one dies, another dies. so its not about yourself, remind yourself about that workout.