there's nothing more that i could say.
i've said all that i could but it went dumbfounded.
your words don't tele with your actions.
you can't expect me for not giving a promising end.
whereby am in a situation that is totally ridiculous.
this whole thing isnt just you.
i hope you are proud that you're selfish.
i can't hear those voices that i used to like.
i can't touch those feelings that i used to love.
i can't vision myself any further with you somehow.
i can't change you for who you were but i did try accepting who you are.
i tried and tried and did all the prayers that i could to be with you till armageddon comes.
but all of that effort went to elsewhere and vanish all outta sudden.
pointless, thats what you said huh?
i don't think you get what you were saying.
this whole thing is pointless because of you.
if you realize, i'm always the one initiating a conversation with you.
if you realize, i'm always the one who initiate a message to you.
if you realize, i'm always waiting for your reply but nothing came.
if you realize, i'm actually taken for granted just that you didnt notice.
i hope and wait and dream for you to have a comback but all of the past happenings were just fairytales.
this is the time where i have to wave my final goodbye to you.
a goodbye with blessing that you can find your way out of all your troubles.
a goodbye with hope that you will get a good job.
a goodbye with ladyluck by your side to find someone you can click with.
a goodbye with smiles on your face as always.
a goodbye from yours truly, Javan.