SEXAMS!

exams are always the biggest headache for students be it common test or a class test. monday was my very first common test after not studying for 2 years plus and now preparing for common tests are already killing me like shit mans! maths was a REAL killer on monday. its like whatever we learn, it came out but just a few questions on it. the majority ones are problem sums which is totally alien to us. everyone with the same reply as they walk out of the lecture theatre, "FAIL LARH FAIL LARH!" madness. totally madness.

now to think working life is better cause i see not much stress in it which i know many of my friends disagree with it. but think about it, theres no exams or whatsoever to test you. isnt that much better? your stress in work are for your boss. you are just having a slight stress and its nothing compare to student life though we have to agree that being a student is the best part of your life.

i've come to realize that it doesnt mean if something goes smoothly, you will have a smile on your face at the end. theres always a possibility of tables turning and bring you back to square one or even further than that. nothing is what it seems. thats what i learn from a songg. no it's not dumb. so what if you put in effort and in the end it went in vain? are you gonna whine about how much effort you put in? how much time you embrace for it? it doesnt change the fact that everything went in vain.

i miss jamming, my army mates, my good ol' times of my history. but if history repeat itself, i would wanna start the fun i had when i was in my 17. soccer on sunday, knowing singapore well on weekends with your own group of friends and directions. ARRH!!! not forgetting my army life. where shit happens and you suffer but still laugh alot when shit happens with your platoon mates. yeah those were the times and times like this dont pass often.

AH!