I SEE YOU IN ME.

i never thought you will become another of my ex. no, i'm not talking about my own girlfriend. i'm talking about you yes you, even though you seldom come my blog to read but if you feel this way be thankful i sound it out to you cause the way you're thinking sucks big time. you reminded me so much of my ex. having her own world which always escape from reality. didn't know what she wants. always wanted to have those feeling of being chased by guys or guys having crush on you. hey, fuck you alright? you are so like my ex. fuck you again for crossing path with me. whether you have your own reason for becoming like this or not, from what i see it's just a feeling that you wanna have. you've got no reasons for yourself to be this way. i've seen it and i saw your kind in the past. i thought it was really a fact that i should look through it but to think after 3 years, it's just a feeling that you girls with the same characteristic wants.

you like to play hard to get, tell you what, you are not an all wonder. you maybe an apple of an eye to someone but to everyone else, you are nothing but a gawdamn bitch. you get me? you get your own picture? chasing idols and going gaga over them, you resemble so much like her which disgust me alot. fucking lots. if you can't make up your mind, said no. don't give false hope to others. if you think you suck at expressing, then stop thinking about it and try catching attention. we don't need to hear or know about it.

sometimes how you feel about yourself really pissed people off. i would rather have you not live in this world than to be an eyesore. i always hate the philosophy of "friends comes first." hey fuck you again alright? this are for amateurs. people who have no management and organisation will agree this line. why? cause you don't know what are the importance of everything that you've been living. you haven't seen enough of this world and you are boasting "oh i know so much about life that my friends comes first." wanna know something about this philosophy? you can just die together with your friends. in your wake, who's gonna cry the hardest? not your friends. it's your blood-related. so what is it about your friends? you die and they can just get another one. whoever thought this motto was gawddamn cool, i say a triple fuck you. you must be the saddest person living on earth that no one feeds you when you're a baby.

and so what if you're from a broken family? that doesn't mean you are broken and falling apart from everything. being pressurize cause of younger siblings, fuck you, you are putting too much burden on yourself unnecessarily.

i never thought you'll end up this way.
another you, another bitch.
so when all of these end,
it's too late for you to realise.
cause by then.
you are all alone by yourself again.