ON AND ON..

so todaye i had a mini class soccer with my classmates. i reallie do thought that it's gonna be a training type of soccer cause i didnt reallie want to it be that intensive since my injury just recover. so had little time for training cause marcus kick my pickup ball to the 2nd level which my school 2nd gym and guess what? he told me it's always lock over there. G_G

so not long later, a group of fellas came to play with us. i didn't expect so many things to happen in me. like seriously. ok lemme bitch the possibilities that why my performance wasn't up to my standard.

1. it was hazey.
2. i just recover, even zhihow says my running movements are kinda weird.
3. i thought i did pretty well for stamina but still not enough.
4. maybe the court was just too big for 5v5.
5. i just don't know why my shoes can give me a blister which i've been wearing it for almost a year.
6. i think the turf did slow me down alittle cause not used to it.

i wonder if it's true that what zhihow said is right. my movements are getting slower. hmmmms, maybe but maybe not. but somehow i think i might be slow in some sense but my vision is still up to my expectation. i still live up by having those scoring touches but kinda wasted a few.

i didn't expect my team got thrashed so badly. 1 - 4 man! i think there's nothing much we could do about it. i just came back from injury and it's kinda my first time kicking soccer with this batch of classmates. we don't know what to expect from the rest and what's more we are lack of match practise and yeah. needa work things out. i reallie do believe that the team we face today are easy peasy. if i didn't got injured. maybe it could end up a 4 - 3 or draw? cause i roughly know which area i should work out already.

yeah i remember that feel of a must-win-situation. where you will put full focus on it. i remember it so well and know how does it feel. doing things on my own which many do not like but to have the lead. yes, i trust my instinct and the skills i have to conquer. many have said 1 person won't stand much chance but i'll say make full use of the chance you have and maximise your focus.

so i've learnt the anime bleach ending theme which is "Mad Surfer" from Kenichi Asai. it took me like 13mins to master the whole song. but i believe the chords that are given to me are not exact. i'll probably improvise it my way to make it sound better.

if there were "something" that cause me so much of today, i hope it disappear soon enough.