BACK TO MY PARADE.

it took nearly 2 months for my injury to be fully recovered and i thought it could never be recover. so school reopen on the 19th october and to realize that's only 2 weeks away. i've been seriously working my ass off these few days. i wake up at 8am and come home at 11pm. yes. i'm working all day long. makes me feel like am some sorta coolie. now i do understand the feeling of having 2 jobs. but no pain no gain, i have an earning of 1k. so i'm quite happy about it but it's a shame that i wasn't part of IT fair and F1 part time jobs. if i were in, i prolly been having 1.5k or maybe more. this is not greed but it's impetus. it's a momentum that drives you to the extreme. like being possessed, you just have to go no matter how tired you are. i work so much that i got myself homesick. HAHA! stupid right? though i know by doing this will cause some arguments and misunderstanding of my image that am a slave for cash but nah. this isn't what it's like. i just don't know how to put it. maybe this is one part of human. doing things without knowing why but you still wanna carry on. it's hard to back out cause you are at the midst of it.

so i sold my ps3 and prolly my chivas as well. i just didnt wanna owe anything to that person. i just didnt like the feeling of owing especially to that person.

i'm tired.
just very tired.
cut me some slack.

oh. fuck your linkin park, paramore and hip. it's trash.