heyys. its already past midnight and i'm still typing this entering for you guys to read! recently sum41.com posted some videos in youtube.com and oh man, all of them are live! woo! and yes am sick enough to watch them all within a day. hahas. what are fans for right? "AND WE DONT NEED ANYTHING FROM YOU!!" thats something i want to say to some of my pin point fellas. i can be stubborn, i can be hardcore because i'm someone that DON'T NEED TO BE TOLD! woo. and it will be just fine not becoming someone who is JUST LIKE YOU! ok i'm ignorant again. how long has it been that i reallie enjoy myself in jamming sessions and performance? i miss performing infront those big crowds. guess i have to do some shopping again tomorrow.


oh guess what. there is this song with quite a meaningful lyric. well that band is also another underground band and i dont think they came out any album in singapore yet. maybe in the US but not here i think. waking up early is drag. feeling empty, are those days coming back? that pressure and dull feeling, thanks for giving me that easy. its only a problem to whatever to you. tears flowing out of exhaustion, so how long has this gone? i dont see the ending. you wont get me in so break your mind and loose yourself. you don't control neither do you own me, you got a mission to lose out yourself and waiting for tragedy to unfold. you won't gain my soul, its too late you can't change what has now began. you create these problems and you darnoe what to do because am the one who is coming back to YOUR FACE!


like it or not, this is all up to me. fake it or not, you dont have an option. if its the words that i spoke which you hate me, handle me if you can. handle me yourself. losing out? back off. you gimme your lies, i will pay you your death statement.

i need to do much of swopping for tomorrow. oh man, i heard about my course and its quite alright. well at least it sounds alright with me. i shall enjoy myself tomorrow with my whole lot of ps2 games and those songs and not forgetting spitting you down and out. a life that shouldnt be born.

oh yesterday's was one piece of bad news. my superior is being promoted. holy crap. everyone was like "WAH LAO!!" what more can i say? barhs. am too lazy to continue to type. going off. right. bye.