HOLY BANANAS! BACK FROM MY FRIDAY DUTY:

yes yes just finished my 2nd duty for this month's duty. am still left with 4 more duties and 2 more to claim my off. yesterday was reallie a fantastic day for the sleep i've been longing for. haha. been sleeping from 830am to 1pm then 230pm to 545pm. sheesh. havent had such a sleep for a super mega long time. makes me feel as if am gone with the dead for quite sometime. makes me feel that in my duty room, i've made friends with the wall and the bed as well. haha. isolate in this dark corner whereby once anyone on the light it will someone vanish me with the thin air.

had this indonesian chicken rice and trust me its darn nice. its at bedok corner near my camp. i think bus 10 and 14 go pass there. so yeah if you stay around bedok area maybe you wanna give it a try. heh heh. over there, its famous for their bbq-ing of food and stuff. you know like thos fried kinda stuff. heaty and oily. yeah so if you wanna puffer yourself to get fat abit, thats the place to go.

thought of going back during my duty cause this time there isnt reallie anyone in the camp. i think a total of 9 people in the whole camp. haha. so its obvious that theres no casualty to send to hospital or medical centre then i remember that i have to accompany my friend throughout so might as well sleep in there and another thing is that i talk on the phone till midnight just sleep in camp for the whole night. i have to book in sunday and guess what, another STAY IN night. sheesh. i only sleep at home for like 3 times this week. =\ saddening.

i havent register myself in any poly yet and i think am gonna do it like REAL soon cause afraid that the course will somehow vanish or taken away by those freakos labelled as O level takers. hmmms, i think most probably am gonna take IT, media or multimedia. are they the same? hahaha. either way engineering is a BIG NO for me. i hate doing maths and more maths. it just makes me crazier each time i see them.

i cant wait for Paramore's new album "RIOT" and sum 41's album. june 12th and july 23rd respectively.

i have nothing much to update.
hmmms..... oh well.

i've thought so much and wonder at times whether fate do exist. but i think am always the one going against it. when fate turns to faith thats when you have to believe in yourself. being optimistic may somehow give you false high hope but being pessimistic may just sink you so badly that you will end up drowning yourself. will you dry my tears if it worn cold and sad? will you hide me when tidal waves come ripping through me? will you pick me up if i need you so badly? =\ did i tell you the look in your eyes makes me crazy? i bet you knew nothing about that. am not in the scene and i think am falling asleep but all that i means that i'll always be dreaming of you.

x)